Monday, March 23, 2009

Everything you ever wanted

I'm not who you thought I was.
I'm never going to be the person you want me to be.
But isn't that okay?
And I'm nothing entirely the girl you wish I was. And we may never see exactly eye to eye.
But I'm trying. I'm trying to be everything you ever wanted.
And I'm hoping I'll be good enough for you.
I hope that you'll still love me for me.
Even if it's not what you expected.
I'm trying so hard to be everything you ever wanted, because you mean that much to me.

(When life gives you lemons, tell the world what lemons taste like. They're not as sour as you think they are.)

8 comments:

  1. Don't change yourself for someone else.
    Because when you finally find that person happy with you, you're not happy with yourself because you can't be yourself.
    And just like the princess, that is NO GOOD.

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  2. Yeah, you're right. And you're not the first person to tell me that. >.< I don't know what to do.

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  3. Okay this is going to sound silly,
    but when Ryan Ross changed out of his make-up and costumes phase into his hippie and sunglasses thing, I thought about changing like..
    everything.
    For someone I DON'T EVEN KNOW.

    The whole time, but at the same time
    I was like, but it'll be okay.
    :D :D :D
    I lovez hiiim.
    and he'll like me if we share the same interests!

    But the truth was,
    I was into his interests.
    I was just into him.
    For who he USED to be.

    I'm not saying it's bad he changed, people do change.
    But it shouldn't be because they want someone else to like them, it should be for themselves.
    Because I'm sure you'll be able to find someone who'll like you for (cheesy as it sounds) who you are.

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  4. Excuse me, I meant to say:

    *The whole time I was like, but it'll be okay.
    :D :D :D
    I lovez hiiim.
    (etc.)

    *But the truth was, I WASN'T into his interests.
    I was just into him.

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  5. OHHHhh.
    Yeah, I mean, I understand that and all. And it's not cheesey, it makes perfect sense. x3
    Mmmm.. Blehh. I mean, since it's only high school and I know things like this won't last forever, I'm fine with where I am. Sometimes it makes me really sad to think that HE doesn't accept everything that I am and he wants me to be different, but I mean, sometimes HE gives good advice. Other times I get offended, though. :\
    I know you don't know exactly what I'm talking about, but from what I just said, I'm sure you get sorta what I mean, hopefully. xD

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  7. Well, just like I keep saying.
    Don't keep quiet about it.
    Maybe you should send him a link to your blog?
    Or..
    yeah. Just tell him.

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  8. Yeah, I'll talk to him about this. >.<

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